Journal Entry by Cristina Sarlea — November 18, 2023
A venit ziua mult asteptata ,ca Dani sa mi se alature in Japonia. Nu i-am dat timp sa se acomodeze la noul orar caci zilele erau putine si aveam asa de multe locuri pe care vroiam sa i le arat!
Va ziceam ca SDT ( sonodinamic terapy) dureaza cateva ore bune in fiecare zi...vremea afara s-a racit si era mai rece si in clinica, eu stateam cateva ore pe zi cu gel pe tot corpul ca sa mi se faca terapia cu un aparat asemanator cu cel de sonograma si astfel am facut o raceala foarte urata la rinichi. Ultimelle 3 zile de SDT nu au mai pututu fi facute in Japonia , in schimb in acelele zile am primit tratament cu doza mare de Vitamina C prin perfuzii si GCmaf. In cateva zile durerile au trecut si am putut sa ma pornesc la drum, inapoi spre casa, fara dureri.
Cu Dani, am reusit sa vizitam cateva puncte turistice din Kyoto si Tokyo. I-a placut mult experienta cu trenul de mare viteza, a fost interesant sa participam la o ceremonie de ceai imbracati in kimonouri si am reusit sa vedem orasul Tokyo de sus din turnul Tokyo, imaginati-va sa vedeti lumini si blocuri inalte cat vezi cu ochiul, impresionant! Dupa toate punctlele turistice vazute ne-am reintors in Osaka, si inainte sa plecam din Tokyo, in inima mea, i-am zis Domnului ca tare m-as bucura sa reusesc sa mai vad inca o data muntele Fuji, si in acelasi timp imi ziceam ca prea multe vreau... Cam la 40 de minute de mers cu trenul din Tokyo, am zarit in departare, ascuns dupa alti munti, un varf de multe cu zapada pe el ! Doar nu e Fuji? Da!!!! E Fuji!!! m-am bucurat ca un copil ca am primit aceasta onoare de a avea si aceasta dorinta ascultata! Si cum trenul a trecut de munti si de tuneluri a ajuns la o pasune frumoasa ce se intindea in dreapta noastra si dupa ea, in toata splendoarea lui, fara nici un fel de ceata sau nori, dar intr-o imagine clara ca de poveste, era Fuji! Lacrimi de bucurie au inceput sa imi curga pe obraji, eram coplesita de cata dragoste imi arata Dumnezeu mie, Am facut poze si video dupa care am lasat telefonul jos, mi-am pus barbia in palme si am stat in admiratie savurand fiecare secunda a acelei imagini superbe! " imi ridic ochii spre minti, de unde imi va veni ajutorul? Ajutorul imi vine de la Domnul, care a facut cerurile si pamantul!" Daca splendoarea naturii creata de Dumnezeu ne lasa fara cuvinte, cum va fi frumusetea slavei lui Dumnezeu cand il vom putea vedea fata in fata? Mintea mea nu are capacitatea de a-si imagina o asftel de frumusete!
Va ziceam in ultima postare ca am inceput sa fiu foarte stricta la ce mananc si ca ma ghidez dupa planul de nutritie a lui Marius Vaduva. Am luat legatura cu el sa vad daca mi-ar gasi o programare cu el fie pe internet, fie in persoana, i-am explicat gravitatea cancerului datorita faptului ca este deja imprastiat si se inmulteste repede. Am facut ce a depins de mine si m-am rugat ca Domnul sa lucreze dupa cum stie El ca e mai bine. M-a sunat o doamna de la clinica din Bucuresti si mi-a zis ca Dl. Vaduva ma poate vedea in persoana pe 24 Noiembrie. 24...eu ajung acasa din Japonia pe 17, am intrebat daca are o programare putin mai tarziu, si mi-a zis ca are pe 20 decembrie dar ca data aceea e prea tarziu pentru mine... Nu am mai stat pe ganduri, am confirmat ca merg , am luat bilet si pe 20 zbor din nou, de data asta catre Europa, si nu singura. Am lipsit aproape 6 saptamani de acasa si Anna mea a fost ca fara mama, adoptata pentru cate o zi de femei cu suflet mare ce au rasfatat-o cu iesitul la cumparaturi, ajutor la lectii, plimbari in oras, si sunt foarte recunoscatoare ca toate aceste iesiri i-au facut mai usoara lipsa mea de-acasa. Simt ca am nevoie sa petrec eu acum un timp special cu Anna, doar noi doua. Asa ca am decis sa o iau cu mine si sa avem timpul nostru impreuna.
Dupa 40 de zile in Japonia, vineri am ajuns inapoi acasa! Zi mult asteptata! Copiii ne-au intampinat cu flori, cu casa curata, si eu nu ma saturam sa ma uit sa vad cat de mult Anna s-a inaltat, sa ii imbratisez pe fiecare in parte si sa savurez momentele reintalnirii. Am apreciat casa, masina, varietatea de sortimente vegane din Sprouts, strazile largi, camara si frigiderul incarcat cu bunatati, lucruri pe care in urma cu 40 de zile le vedeam ca ceva normal, acum le vad ca o binecuvantare.
Ce mi-a placut cel mai mult in Japonia? Natura! Muntele Fuji, gradinile cu pomi sculptati, linistea din natura, si mai ales timpul meu cu Dumnezeu! A fost cu mine la fiecare pas si a transformat aceasta perioada de tratament intr-un timp special cu El in care ochii mei sa se bucure de minunatiile create de El, sa vad o alta lume, o societate foarte diferita de ceea ce stiam, sa vad un alt colt de lume , pe care poate nu l-as fi vazut niciodata daca nu era sa merg la tratament acolo. A fost grea aceasta perioada de 40 de zile! A fost intr-adevar o binecuvantare! Sunt recunoscatoare ca am reusit sa merg, si lucrul acesta a fost posibil si datorita voua, celor ce ne-ati binacuvantat cu resurse financiare si cei ce ne-ati purtat in rugaciuni! Pentru fiecare din voi ii multumesc Domnului si ma rog ca El sa reverse din plin binecuvantarile Lui si peste voi si toti cei dragi ai vostri!
Cum a lucrat tratamentul? Cancerul ce il am nu se poate masura prin marcarii tumorali, pentru ca analizele de singe nu sunt concludente, singurele analize sunt acele analize scumpe din Germania si scanarile PET sau CT. In decembrie urmeaza sa am o scanare PET in America. Dr Wooley imi zicea mai demult dupa ce sa imi estimez starea mea de sanatate si zicea sa fiu atenta la: 1. cata pofta de mancare am ( si am pofta de mancare, doar ca nu pot manca orice),2. cata pofta de viata am ( in zilele cu soare abea asteptam sa ies din casa sa fac miscare si am inceput sa fac si planuri de viitor mai indepartat) si cata energie am ( in zilele de vizitat Japonia, am facut si 18,000 de pasi pe zi si nu imi mai trebuie sa dorm la amiaz ). Da, ma intorc inapoi acasa mult, mult mai bine decat cum eram cand am plecat! Am simtit ca SDT a facut o mare diferenta in felul in care ma simt. Urmeaza ca dupa 2 saptamani de pauza sa reincep inca 12 sedinte de SDT facute acasa. Dr Inui m-a trimit acasa cu tot ce am nevoie sa continui tratamentul acasa, mi-a dat si GCmaf, si paturi speciale antitumorale. Domnul este la lucru, eu doar incerc sa imi fac partea mea, stiind vindecarea vine numai de la El!
Va salut si va imbratisez pe toti, din Texas :), de-acasa!
Cristina
English
The long-awaited day has come for Dani to join me in Japan. I didn't give him time to adjust to the new schedule because the days were few and I had so many places I wanted to show him!
I was telling you that SDT (sonodynamic therapy) lasts a good few hours every day... the weather outside got colder and it was colder in the clinic as well, I was sitting for several hours a day with gel all over my body to have the therapy done with a device similar to the sonogram and thus I got a very bad kidney cold. The last 3 days of SDT could not be done in Japan, instead in those days I received treatment with a high dose of Vitamin C through infusions and GCmaf. In a few days, the pain went away and I was able to start my journey, back home, without pain.
With Dani, we managed to visit some tourist spots in Kyoto and Tokyo. He really liked the experience with the high-speed train, it was interesting to participate in a tea ceremony dressed in kimonos and we managed to see the city of Tokyo from the top of the Tokyo tower, imagine seeing lights and tall buildings as far as the eye can see, impressive! After seeing all the tourist spots we returned to Osaka, and before we left Tokyo, in my heart, I told God that I would be very happy to be able to see Mount Fuji one more time, and at the same time I was saying that I wanted too much... About 40 minutes by train from Tokyo, I saw in the distance, hidden behind other mountains, a peak with snow on it! Isn't it Fuji? Yes!!!! It's Fuji!!! I was happy like a child that I received this honor to have this wish listened to! And as the train passed the mountains and tunnels, it reached a beautiful pasture that stretched to our right and behind it, in all its splendor, without any kind of fog or clouds, but in a clear image like a story, it was Fuji! Tears of joy started to flow down my cheeks, I was overwhelmed by how much love God shows me, I took pictures and a video after which I put the phone down, put my chin in my hands and stood in admiration enjoying every second of that great pictures! "I lift up my eyes to my mind, where will my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, who made the heavens and the earth!" If the splendor of nature created by God leaves us speechless, how will the beauty of God's glory be when we can see him face to face? My mind does not have the capacity to imagine such beauty!
I told you in the last post that I started to be very strict about what I eat and that I follow Marius Vaduva's nutrition plan. I contacted him to see if he could find me an appointment with him either on the Internet or in person, I explained the seriousness of the cancer due to the fact that it is already spread and multiplies quickly. I did what depended on me and I prayed that the Lord would work as He knows is best. A lady from the clinic in Bucharest called me and told me that Mr. Vaduva can see me in person on November 24. 24... I arrive home from Japan on the 17th, I asked if he has an appointment a little later, and he told me that he has it on December 20, but that that date is too late for me... I didn't think about it anymore , I confirmed that I am going, I bought a ticket and on the 20th I fly again, this time to Europe, and not alone. I was away from home for almost 6 weeks and my Anna was like without a mother, adopted for a day by women with big hearts who pampered her with shopping trips, help with lessons, walks in the city, and I am very grateful that all these outings made my absence from home easier. I feel that I now need to spend some special time with Anna, just the two of us. So I decided to take her with me and have our time together.
After 40 days in Japan, I arrived back home on Friday! Long awaited day! The children welcomed us with flowers, with a clean house, and I couldn't get enough of watching to see how much Anna had grown, to hug each of them separately and to enjoy the moments of the reunion. I appreciated the house, the car, the variety of vegan assortments in Sprouts, the wide streets, the pantry and the refrigerator loaded with goodies, things that 40 days ago I saw as something normal, now I see them as a blessing.
What did I like the most in Japan? The nature! Mount Fuji, the gardens with carved trees, the peace of nature, and especially my time with God! He was with me every step of the way and turned this period of treatment into a special time with Him in which my eyes could enjoy the wonders created by Him, to see another world, a society very different from what I knew, to I see another corner of the world, which maybe I would never have seen if I hadn't gone for treatment there. This period of 40 days was hard! It was truly a blessing! I am grateful that I managed to go, and this was also possible thanks to you, those who blessed us with financial resources and those who carried us in prayers! For each of you, I thank the Lord and I pray that He will shower His blessings on you and all your loved ones!
How did the treatment work? The cancer I have cannot be measured by tumor markers, because blood tests are not conclusive, the only tests are those expensive tests from Germany and PET or CT scans. In December I will have a PET scan in America. Dr. Wooley used to tell me how to estimate my state of health and to pay attention to: 1. how much appetite I have (and I have an appetite, but I can't eat everything), 2. what a zest for life I have (on sunny days I was waiting to leave the house to exercise and I started making plans for the more distant future) and how much energy I have (on the days to visit Japan, I also took 18,000 steps a day and I no longer need to sleep at noon). Yes, I come back home much, much better than I was when I left! I felt that SDT made a big difference in the way I feel. After a 2-week break, another 12 SDT sessions done at home will start again. Dr. Inui sent me home with everything I need to continue the treatment at home, he also gave me GCmaf, and special anti-tumor beds. The Lord is at work, I'm just trying to do my part, knowing that healing comes only from Him!
Greetings and hugs to all of you, from Texas :), from home!
Cristina
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